Some unfolded secrets
Every person has some beautiful moments in his life which he never forgets in his or her life. These are that moments which make the life more enjoyable even the future also. I also have some incidents in my life which until now are in my heart but there is one saying that if you can’t express your thoughts by talking you can write it for others so I am trying today to follow that saying and express my feelings in a story manner so be ready for this ride………………………………….
12 July 2007………After a long boring summer vacation I am ready to go to school my favorite picnic destination in life. Sorry but I forget to introduce myself. My name is Ajay studying in 10th class in jubilee senior secondary school; I just passed my 18th birthday this year. I can never forget this time of my life because it is like a nightmare for me which took two important years of my life from me. So it is already late and I have to go to school because some friends of mine waiting for me. This is my school which I don’t want to call school because it never looks like school, personally it look like a zoo where we all are like animal working by the fear of ringmaster means our teachers. So here are my friends Jai whom I call the jack of our School, Sunny for whom principal of our school is thinking that he is absolute shani for our school, Sanjay the playboy of our school and at last me a don’t care type guy, I can do anything from going to home without shirt to some serious pangas for some stupid type of bets. Like always that day I also want to go on time to school but as usual I am late and I have to listen to the boring lecture of our principal for time management. But it is surprise for me that day principal didn’t say any word to me. After the regular prayer I went in the class and asked my friend about the new admissions .There are only three new admissions two boys and one girl. I told that we firstly have to meet the boys because at that time I was like sanyasi type boy that was not because I didn’t like girls, but because I didn’t speak with any girl in my school life you can say I have a phobia of girls. So the first new admission vivek sharma, a child type guy. I was just asking him his name, at that time suddenly a voice came after me “what are you doing with my Bhai?”When I looked behind I was like shocked, a girl with a cute face looking at me like I had murdered her brother. She asked me second time this question, I was like unconscious what to say now. Suddenly sunny said “we are just asking his name”. Suddenly our maths teacher came into our class we all sat on our benches ,even in the full class I was just looking at her face she is so cute, and one thing more she is intelligent then me because she came from a C.B.S.E. school and we are from Rajasthan sec.board who is very famous for its teachers laziness. After the class I told my friend to ask her name to any girl of our school, sanjay told me that her name is kriti sharma and she is from Udaipur. That whole night I was just thinking about her and dreaming about our happy married life and it is not a joke it is real thing. Next day I decided that I have to become her friend or I have to beat all the boys of our school. I went to him and said that I have a problem in maths can she help me. She answered with very politeness that she is ready to solve my problem I was happy like she said yes for marriage. That was the first talk of us.
After this talk I talk to her many times and finally that day comes when I decided to purpose her for friendship. It was evening’s time and I am in market. It was also her tuition time she has to cross a railway bridge to go to her tuition classes. I was on that bridge that time suddenly she came. Jai was with me he was like a support for me. When kriti saw me she came to me that what I am doing there, Jai told her that I want to talk to her, she asked me that what I want to say to her I was just like become dead body I don’t have any words in my mouth. She asked me for three times but I was like become a statue of liberty after some time she said to me that I have to go and we will talk tomorrow. That night was like a year for me I thought about next day for all night. Next day I talk to my so called sister Nilam about this she gave sympathy to me and said that she will talk to kriti and also asked about my friendship to her. After one hour she came to me and told me that kriti don’t want to even talk to me after last day’s incident because she don’t want a friendship with a guy who don’t have respect for girl, I was like shocked how she can say this about me who never talk to so much girls in even his whole life. After this incident I didn’t talk with her for a week and that week was like I got a punishment of “kalapani”. After one week one day I was standing with some of my friends in garden of our school, she came to me and said sorry for that day and asked me for friendship. I got a feeling like Romeo as I got my Juliet, that day was like a golden day for me
2 months from that day I have so much fun and enjoyment with my friends group in which kriti was also an important member, now I was assure that if I propose her she will definitely say yes to me, and that was biggest mistake. Unfortunately that day came when I got biggest sad moment of my life. We are in restaurant near our school, I ordered tea for me and cold drink for her. That day she was looking like an angel with a monalisa type of smile on her face. I proposed her but she refused my proposal and said that she is not that type of girl and from that moment she doesn’t want to see my face again. I got a shock of 440 voltages, she was disappearing from my eyes and I cannot let her stop. After this incident she never talked with me I tried lot of times to call her but she ignored my call, in this sad moment I have only one friend that was my can of beer he never make me feel alone, But whenever I went to bed to sleep all things were like fast forward in my eyes. I never slept more than two hours in the night at that time. That time I was having a feeling that I was lost something. Her one cute smile was like a treasure for me which I never got from that day. After one month of this incident I got news that she was going to Udaipur with her father because of her father’s transfer. That night I drunk almost four cans of beer, after that I went to her home but that was too late because she leaved the house before two hours. That moment was a tragedy for me. That day I spend my whole night at her home. Until now I never got any message from her or never seen her. But when I lost her I got a feeling of like kill myself because the real reason for never accepting me was my habit of drinking and smoking as she told to Nilam. When I got this thing I decided one thing in my life that I will never drink or smoke in my life and I will take my life and career seriously because she want me like this.
Even now sometime in night I suddenly wake up and when I look my eyes they are wet if god ask me my last wish, I just want to meet kriti one time in my life. May be some day I will meet her…………………………………………………………………………thanks kriti for giving me inspiration for this story.
